TIME WASTING HABITS.

How do you waste the most time every day?

love wasting time. It is one of my favorite habit which I’ve.

And how i do it?

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Mobile phone – Social media is a hub of distractions, and i’m addicted to it. I keep on scrolling YouTube, shorts, Instagram,tiktok, and WhatsApp mindlessly. Or watch T.V. lying on bed. Though, knowing that it’ll never upgrade my C.V., accomplish my dreams. But still, my “dopamine” loves it’s so much that i couldn’t resist it.

Procrastination – I’ve some goals to achieve, dreams to fulfil, and commitments to do, but i never took action. I keep on things putting off, procrastinating them tomorrow, which has never come yet.

Laziness – I’m “super lazy baby” to whom it’s feels like a “world war” to get up from the bed and do the work. That’s the reason why i keep on procrastinating.

Sleeping – Snoozing the alarm off i’ slept like a “polar bear”, assuming that their will be no other day.

No plans – I woke up in the morning with a “clean slate”, having no idea about the day. What i eat, read, wear, work, and watch? and half of my time go in mourning over what to do?

Overthinking – My mind is like a “swinging pendulum” which keeps on going back and forth between past traumas and future worries. I hope that, “i wish i could change my past? and predict my future?’

Self accusing- The remaining time i waste self- sabotaging and accusing‘, Do i look beautiful? Am i’ good enough? I’m not worthy? She’s better than me? Will i able to make something good out of my life? What do my parents and friends think about me? loathed with these thoughts, i felt guilty. Why did i keep wasting my energy on these shits?
At last at night, i made self-promises * not to waste my time and use it better the next day, which i broke every day and regretted later.

And the cycle keeps on going.

  “Make every minute count, not lost”